In life, all of our stories are manifested on our own whether we realize it or not. Some people go through the motions while others break free and create their own template to live by. The latter would describe Briana Allen, who since a young age, has always had her own way of expressing and displaying her gift in art with series of unique faces, patterns, and other expressions. While studying textile in college, Briana found interest in pattern making and photoshop and ended up expanding her horizon into digital art. Since graduating, Briana has put out various unique forms of art through BALLENCE, a brand of abstract pieces all uniquely created with a different story behind each piece. Luckily for you, we were able to get a hold of Briana for a quick Q&A to properly introduce her gifts to those who may not know as well as spreading advice for all the creatives out there nurturing their own growth.
Q: The art for Balance is very unique, in a way it takes on it’s own character and attitude, so what’s really the origin and background of your particular style?
A: Thank you! I used to draw faces all the time as a kid. And my favorite part of doing so would be giving each character their own personality. I usually drew high school kids so there was the jock, cheerleader, nerds etc. From there I started drawing again in college, but it became much more abstract. I started with just eyes, a nose and a mouth but no head shape – so I was forced to create personality for these characters in unique ways – like adding a nose piercing, tears, freckles etc. One day it clicked to draw shapes around the ambiguous faces and I loved it. So thats really how this started – just experimenting and having fun with faces. Now my art has grown to incorporate patterns, quotes and shapes.
Q: Art is an imitation of life, would you say your work is a direct imitation of your life, or does it come from a place of observing and using a bit of influence from a lot of different places?
A: A lot of my pieces are definitely a reflection of things I’ve gone through & are currently going through. They say heartbreak makes for the best art, and a lot of my most liked pieces come from a time where I wasn’t happy with my relationship. I would express things to him through the art. Once I left that situation, I focused on my own journey of self love and enlightenment. So you’ll see a lot of pieces that are motivating. I’ve had great interest in pieces that were literally notes to myself… to never give up, to believe in myself no matter what. A lot of people can resonate with that and I love it! I want people to know that they’re not alone in what they’re going through, and I want my vulnerability in my work to resonate with them and provide a sense of comfort. I want to reassure others while reassuring myself while on this endless journey of self discovery and true happiness.
Q: In a way your colors pop, and the drawing sort of have dark balance that they bring to the equation, is that intentional?
A: Hah, I like that you used the word balance. None of my favorite pieces were intentional. I just let myself flow. A lot of times I have no idea what I’m making till it’s done. I always find that some how my pieces, as quirky as they are, always have some sort of balance to them. And I will only show the pieces that ARE balanced to me. If they don’t feel right I won’t show them or I’ll keep adding to them till it does.
A: Honestly, the confidence I gained. Not in anything superficial, but in my mind and my abilities. One reason why I want to be able to resonate real emotions with others is because I was not always the most confident. Especially when it came to showcasing my art. But seeing how much it intrigues and interests people was such an amazing feeling. It really helped me become more in touch with myself and be able to laugh at fears. My mental has changed so much in the last year and its beautiful to have freedom from my own mind. Sounds crazy at first but really think about that. My art has allowed me to gain confidence, meet amazing people and even inspire, which is so important. Sometimes we just need a little push, a little spark of belief and we can create amazing things! People who find interest in my creations are my spark, and I hope to be theirs.
A: Exploring different mediums is sooo important. It’s like you unlock different looks and styles of your creativity, but you’ll never see the potential till you try. I actually still get a little nervous when switching mediums, but I’m starting to get out of that. I’m most comfortable using paper because honestly theres no pressure…you mess up, throw it out and use another sheet. Other mediums (like canvases) are obviously more expensive but it’s still important to experiment – even if you “mess up”. There’s so many more mediums I’d like to explore personally, with interiors and clothing, and I will when the time is right. I definitely owe it to my supporters to continue to give them options to play with.
Q: Do you think as a creative it’s more important to seek a style that you feel would sell fast, or is it essential to stick to your struggle and path in finding something which fits you?
A: This right here is the million dollar question! I never know what pieces of mine will sell faster than others. Some of my personal favs have barely sold, and then theres pieces I cringe at that people love. So for me personally, I don’t chase sales. I guess, its important to see what people like and continue to provide them with pieces they are receptive to, but for me that would be hard. I can’t create with any other end goal than to express myself. If I think about selling a piece or if someone will like it while I paint, that makes the process less fun and less ME. So, I say find a style that is YOU and be true to it – its going to expand and evolve on its own anyway. Your audience will find you.
Q: Was there ever a self-doubt you had about yourself or did you always feel confident that your work would speak to people? If so, what was it that really got you through the loop?
A: I touched on this earlier, but yes… I had a lot of doubt! And honestly, in the beginning I didn’t even realize it was doubt. I would just kinda shrug off the thought of taking my work serious – it wasn’t even a possibility for me. One day I had an epiphany and thought “Well why not? My friends love it, I fuck with it, so why couldn’t I turn this into something bigger?” And from that day, my doubt lessened and lessened. I first showcased my art less than a year ago alongside other creatives and it literally was the focal point of the show. I had 40 pieces and it covered the entire wall. Funny thing was, I did It all the night before (I’m the worst procrastinator). It was an unexplainable feeling to see people stop and discuss my work with friends, take pictures of it and ask questions. So from that day, I knew I had something special.
Q: How does your work help to keep you stay grounded and enthusiastic about your path?
A: My work helps me stay grounded and motivated because it is a constant reminder of what is really important to me and thats giving to others. It reminds me of all the things I want to accomplish and that I view it as something bigger than me. Sometimes I can get overwhelmed with all that I want to do with my art and I can pull myself in many directions. So when that happens I take a step back, look at my pieces, and re-ground myself. Then I fall back in love with the process.
Q: In what ways do you think you can continue improving with you craft, what are some of the keys to accomplishing that?
A: I’m going to improve my craft by continuing to experiment with different mediums, styles and definitely more colors! I love the pink black and white aesthetic but now I need to add more flavas. And I definitely want to work on some murals!
Q: What’s next for Ballence and for yourself?
A: I don’t like to go too in depth on my plans for us, but I have some things in the works. I just want for Ballence and myself to continue to grow, inspire and serve as an outlet for other creatives. I’m very happy with the love I’ve received in such a short time, and what I’ve been able to accomplish. But I’m far from satisfied and far from finished!
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